April 1, 2020

How Does Fate Work?

I don’t want to lose the love

I don’t want us to be a distant memory

The thousands of hours facetiming

Sleeping on the phone together for consecutive nights

Laughing and smiling at 1am

Inside jokes

Petty arguments

Mocking each other

The smiles

In the moment realizing how happy I am

How happy we are

I don’t want to lose that

I can’t lose that

But how do you control whether someone comes or goes?

How do you keep them in your life?

If loving them isn’t enough, then what is?

How can I be better?

Fate brought us together

Is it possible that fate is tearing us apart?

The thought of him leaving

Him not loving me anymore

Him growing sick of me

Annoyed

Scares me more than a lot of things

He’s the one I’ve seen a genuine future with

Our futures line up

They fit together so perfectly

People always say that they complete one another

But with us

It couldn’t be more true.

We were always what we were missing

Always the one thing we needed

Even when life was good and content

We both always were missing that one thing

And now

Being in each other’s lives

We’re complete

We are whole

Fate can’t pull me away from something that real

Can it?